Breathin ain’t Easy

I dont know what direction were pointed
Your another saint who’s yet to be annointed
I’ve done my time been through hell
Throw me a rope crawlin out of this well
And breathe just breathe
Take in the sun and feel the wind
Kiss my ass with that fire and brim
I just need to breathe

Breathin ain’t easy when caught inside a vice

Like being under water looking up at ice

 

 

 

Paradoxically

If I believe the loving appreciative caring people in my life are in this with me and are my earthly angels why would I believe those who by appearance seem to antagonize or assist in my seeing the shadow side of my humanness are not as well Why would I feel they are here due to mistakes Ive made or negative kharma

They just may be the closest allies I have and the spirits who are closest to me 

After alk I wouldnt trust that assignment to someone I didnt trust or know they love me