INTUITION

We are created with intuition which is a spot on guidance system or gps that through wellmeaning parents teachers and others from a very young age we are taught to mistrust. 

Life appears to deal us blows that cause us to be guarded against trusting others. The paradox is we have lost faith in our own intuitive spirit. If I truly believe in my gut instincts I have little to no fear of others.

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Twelve Years

In the year when I was turnin 12

I decided my whole life Id shelve

Forgetting everything I knew

Blotting out the things that I was going through

Restlessness lifelong companion an itch inside to wanna roam

All the places that Ive ever lived cant say Id call one place home

Far too young for making choices that would map 

Reachin Out

Feel like Ive hit another deadend

Sittin havin coffee with my best friend

I feel that you dont understand

Oh dear God please take my hand

The walls Ive built I cannot breach

The hand of Gods beyond my reach

He says his love I neednt earn

But in this moment

WHERE DO I TURN

Tell me youll pick up the pieces as Im fallin apart

Im told I can find you in the depths of my heart

Im wavin the white flag but dont know how to surrender

I say I dont know you You say to remember

WHERE DO I TURN IF YOUR LOVE I CANT EARN

WHERE DO I TURN GOD WILL I EVER LEARN

Trying

The plans been laid the dyes been cast

and this bad taste is called  the past

In times like these I feel so old

Time has won the tales been told

Sick and tired what can I do

Fall to my knees and cry Im through

Im through with tryin

Im tired of dyin

The wells run dry Im done with cryin

Given Time

Its time for me to face

That life is not about the race

Damn its such a waste

Decisions that Ive made in haste

Its said the journey is the reason

Recognize the change of season

Worrying about tomorrow

Times not something you can borrow